



1:30 AM
daylight saving started today.. wahaha.. extra hour.. but still not enough time...
i dun like my life.. i wan a break from life.. everything is too stressful... i wish i could die...
but yesterday night was the best.. i swear!!! 10 shots of hypnotic.. 1 beer and 1 chivas shot!!! omg.. i was loving it man.. but i freaking didnt get a hangover today.. damn pissed.. fat too.. shit.. i need to go back to the gym tml.. fark!!!
argh!!! someone please talk to me.. i hav been crying too much.. it has become like part of my weekly routine.. fuck!!! im becoming too emotional.. and i think i have lots of confessions to make.. fuck fuck fuck!!! who in the world will like someone for freaking 1 year and still not know if the person actually likes u or if the person is just using you.. i feel damn dumb! and having someone who liked you and you kinda had feelings for him.... but u turn him down... isnt that damn stupid... and now u wanna like him.. but ur good friend is telling you she kinda likes him.. so all i can do is listen and help them progress... ouch!!! all the pain is in me.. is this retribution or wad... fark!!!
met * cuz * needed help with actg... in the end didnt get anything done.. omg.. cuz * was doing other work.. pissed me off man.. sorry.. u are not the one whom i was going crazy over anymore.. i have been trying really hard to forget u day by day.. and it has been good so far... my time isnt all for u anymore.. i have other things to do in my life... u may still be special.. but less special than a week ago... my emotions are getting too sensitive.. and i cannot take it all at one go anymore!!!
and plus the place im living in.. i think all walls have ears.. too much information flowing around too quickly.. everything i do.. everyone will find out.. who i hang out with... who kinda like me.. who called me yesterdae... who i had dinner with etc etc.. omg.. enough man.. i have been hearing too much stuff from so many ppl.. its driving me nuts.... A says this... B says that... C tells D another thing.. omg.. wth is wrong with everyone ok... gimme a break... why cant someone just let me rest for a day... this is too tiring... i cant do or say anything as freely as before already.. i dont trust anyone as much as i use to do before... its all scaring me... give me a break will you!!!
i'll post pictures on a seperate entry la... nites!
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